aftergrogbog

hong kong

2007-01-15T07:38:00.000+08:00

dec 11-16. the trip that killed my liver. was nice to see the family, the godparents, the cousin, the new little addition, the friends, the 'grand neice'.

i dont really have the patience to write about everything but here are the visuals:

jade & daniel's bday dinner
funniest picture ever.

roger dubuis party.
free flow of alcohol.
wild.

juicy couture party after.
more free alcohol.
yummy drinks.
hong kong skyline.
great music.
eye candy all around.
far out.

jade and i.

hei hei after. drunkaroos.

sho bo bo. warren baby.

armani bar.
disappointing.

t & i, volar

so true.

ok get's freakingly convincing.

home.

t's visit

2006-12-10T17:35:00.000+08:00

sep 22 06

cain-ed! t's night out before her bday celebrations. yeah that messed her plans. everyone was drunkaroos. good thing i didnt get too wasted. had work the next day. YIKES. i hate my early morning starts.

insomnia

2006-12-10T05:10:00.000+08:00

so anyone who reads my blog will notice a common theme. alcohol. last night was my first fri night back in singapore. and the fact that it was my first trip to yan's the butter factory w my girlfriends just spelt trouble in bold. hmmmmmmm. you know what. there's actually not much to report considering i forgot abt half the night. BLACK OUT alert. yikessssssssssss. i lost my cell phone. it was my extra one w the american sim card inside so i'm not that upset. still have not told stel abt it. think she would FLIP, considering i had already lost the battery to my current cell phone. how did that happen? don't look at me. anyway, after getting BUTTER-ed, we went for karaoke. ok i rem being there but i don't remember much of what went on. alcohol is the devil. yeah i think my last memory was abt 3. and i was out till i think 6 or 7? i don't know. ok whatever. just pity the brain. was just trying to rem what i drank. had 2 shots with dione to start the night. then had some vodka soda. then i got a bottle of whiskey cos i miss drinking whiskey and green tea. then aston bought me 2 shots. there was sparkling wine involved. k downed some whiskey straight up. fuck this. why bother. too much too fast. that's all i can say.

yeah and stel forced vivien to wake me up at 1pm. eeeeeeeeks. not good. well i was fine when i woke up even though i had to force myself to eat cos stel would get upset if she saw i was hungover. so i ate alot. and i couldnt go back to sleep cos i had a massage appointment. ok i thought a massage would be nice but hells no. felt like puking after that. goddddddd. it was bad. whatever, i got through the day. had dinner at hu cui. or is it called fei cui. i can't remember. ok the permanent damage has started to set in. whoops.

went to pat's house after dinner. sigh. she's leaving on mon. how sad.

spent the night on msn after till 5am. what a nimbus. wasted sleep time talking to shirly and annage. haha.

time to get cleaned.

cowabanga amigos.

re: alcoholage

2006-12-05T23:05:00.000+08:00

so slight correction, we finished 3 packs of ciggarettes, not 2, between us.

dinner last night was great. crystal jade siao long paos. DIG them. my rgs crew was there. was good seeing them . everything's pretty much the same. a few job switches here and there. jiali got her eyelashes permed. haha. they looked cute. oh, pat is moving to china. that made me realize that we're starting to be adults. not sure why.

met up with ned and serene and andy at coffee club after. serene gets married next year. we are indeed adults now. the topic of marriage isn't just a conversation piece, it's reality. meet yan at balcony after. 24 hour bars should be banned.

today was pretty much uneventful. massage. jacqui for tea. mum at airport. dinner at hua you or however you spell it. love that place. back home.

knackerville.....

alcoholage

2006-12-05T13:31:00.000+08:00

yikes. the liver might be in serious danger. met up with yan last night. sobriety fails when we meet. between us we had at least 4 jugs. thank god the mum was out of town. she would have freaked out at my 730 home arrival. make that a FREAK with a P-H! let's see the damage:
alcohol: 2 jugs + a glass each + a beer
cigarretes: 93343 sticks. i'm not joking. we finished 2 packs, excluding the packs we already had. think if i smoke anymore i'm going to be a fire hazard.
bill: i don't want to think
sleep: 4ish hours

oh well. whatevs. had a great great time. was awesome talking to her about shit. yan, you rock sista.

ok so before i forget. i watched 4 absolutely great movies on my flight home. so if you read this and you're taking sq 21 from newark to singapore, please watch:

singapore dreaming
little red flower
los 2 lados de la cama
for horowitz

ok off i go now. i'm proud of myself. 2 blog entries in 2 days. PROGRESS. pat on my back.

alcoholage. eeeeks.

vitamin D

2006-12-04T01:21:00.000+08:00

finally. a whole calendar later, i'm back home. its been the longest i've been away. i smell the humidity, i itch at the ezcema, i see the greenery, i hear the accent, i taste the food and, of course, i meet the loved ones. being home hasn't really sunk in. everything's been happening too fast. damn it. my life needs to stop being such a big rush. arrrghhhh.

ok just saw myself in the mirror. WOW eyebags. like wow. uh, hello. why should i be surprised. i prob averaged 5 hours of sleep or less over the last week. we need to have 40 hour days. fuck mondays. fuck reality tv shows. fuck the internet. fuck eating. fuck all the poisons. fuck emotions. fuck work. fuck friends(hahahaha. yeahhhhhhhhhhhh. nah this one's not supposed to be part of the list but thought it funny to say) ok i need to stop. but you get my drift. there just isn't enough time. guess this means einstein's theory of relativity is true; the older we get, every second of our life becomes more and more insignifcant that time just seems to pass by faster. ok so i really shouldnt be writing more of this blog. i have the long messy hair, the pasty white skin, the eye bags. now i just need to get anorexic before i nail heroine chic. which means i should go out now and get some freaking sun.

singapore. word.

photohunt

2006-11-14T09:44:00.000+08:00

was looking through halloween pics and chanced upon this. i thought it rather funny. spot the difference. if you give up, scroll down and highlight the area between the 2 brackets.

(shuping's bling glasses)

while i'm at it, i might as well post some photos for shits and giggles.

mucho credit to jon's get-up

don't kill me grace but, but for gray's anatomy fans, can you see the resemblence.....

fanta fanta, don't you wanta

it's that time of the year

2006-11-13T07:10:00.000+08:00

so i lied. date is 12nov. a week has passed from my birthday. and about 3 weeks since i last posted something. yikes. KEEP UP WITH IT YOU LAZY BASTARD. i really need to, think it's the only way i'm ever going to remember what's been going on in my life.
so here goes. 5nov. i turned a full 24. shit. that means i'm just abt 25 and it means that i'm 30 if you round up my age. eeeeeeeeeeks. 5 more years and i'm supposed to have a kid, either by adoption or by IVF, or even better, a surrogate mum. yes dont laugh. that's my goal for now. i want a kid so badly.
lets go back one day. 4nov. acutally rewind to 3nov. grace's birthday. had dinner at this aussie place called eight mile creek. yes the name's a bit of a lost cause. thank god the food was deeeeee-lish. but when is food not? ok anyhoos, so after that we go to purple, this place that i went to a couple of weeks ago. good music, small bar. and of course being grace's birthday, alcoholic hedonism was bound to happen. let's see. wine at dinner. 2 drinks. 6 shots within an hour. 3 more drinks after that? so much for an easy night. we proceed to element after. i like this place. it's a little more grunge, music's good. but it just stinks quite a bit from everyone's dreadlocks. yeah so you get the gist abt the scene. KILL ME PLEASE!!! after that i had a chiken cutlet sandwich!! that's not the end of it. vicks came over so we got like pop corn and nachos from the deli. ok i'm starting not to like this 24-hr deli business. time of snooze... 6am
4nov. 10am. phone's ringing. lee's calling. she's complaining abt her night. got too drunk. puked and etc. lee, dont worry, we've all been there. talk for abt an hour. go back to bed. 1130: phone's rining. it's elaine. decide that i should try sleeping instead. so i dont pick up the call. 12ish-1, i'm semi awake. jacqui calls. she's arrived. arrange to meet in soho. walk for a bit. then we meet up w lee. go to the mercer hotel, borat was there. yeah thought it was him but he looked diff so wasnt sure. then i saw his gf, i.e. isla fisher, next to him. that's when i realized it was him. ok i can't be bothered to type about what happened over the next 2 hours, but just for my memory: yakitori, ginger!
k so ffwd to 11pm. get to double happiness. place is packed. and there's no recception downstairs. how's everyone's going to find me? well, thank goodness everyone did. had soooooooooo much fun. ten million thanks to everyone who showed up and made it a FUN-tastic night. too bad i dont remember some of it. BLACKOUT alert. eeeeeeks. jon had to remind me of some of the stupid stuff i did. like public pee-tles and more. ha. yes, i do remember talking to some guy who claimed to be from CMU too, while in the bathroom. thanks for bringing that up. i hate blackouts! so is it really that bad to take a p on the streets at like 4am in the morning when no one's around and i can't hold it in? back to reality, so we all head back to my place. amylee comes. she's pretty drunk and i guess she still wanted to hang after running off to some other bar with pamilyn and cate and co. managed to convince jacqui to come over too even though it was like 4am. haha. that idiot slept right through alarms and my 238439 phone calls to wake her up. so much for painting the town red while visiting new york. shups and the rest try making ramen. dont think they were too successful. everyone was drunk. haha. thank goodness i didnt have the munchies. i saved on 300 cals!! yeahhhhhhhhhhh. amylee and jacqui stay over. hmmm. to sum it all, great great night. too little sleep.

some evidence:

like cutest picture EVER

NB: some photos didnt make the cut cos i looked a) too fat (and i already look fat in many of the pictures so go figure how bad the others turned out) b) too drunk c) just looked bad. so sorry to the rest of the photos

5nov. dimsum gogo!!! get waken up by amylee and jacqui talking. i want sleep but the thought of dimsum, tgtbt. (too good to be true) go for dimsum. eat eat eat. food coma starts to sink in plus was knackered. so we all decide it's time to head home for a nappers. yeahhhh. food + sleep, and in that order! can life get any better? decide i need to get a bolster when i go home. 9pm. meet jacks and maizy for yakitori. elaine and jessie joins us. elaine was on a roll that night. everything she said was funny. i give alcohol the credit. go to cabin after to play some pool. lee plus alex plus nick(i think) join us. lee's nickname for the night - queen cock. one of elaine's comedic concoctions. found it fucking hilarious. but the funniest moment had to be lee's center-parted hair, so that her vision wldnt be blocked. hahahahahahhahaahahahha. ok too much rambling. plus i think i've exceeded the word count for this blog. enough already.

where did the year go?

2006-10-23T04:07:00.000+08:00

fuck me. it's been more than a year since i last posted something on my blog, which hasn't really been too successful considering there was a total of not one but 2 posts in total. hells yeaaaaaah. anyhoos, in a flash:

sandiego/MIStake/pittsburgh/graduation/familyvacation/fallingwater/joy/newyork/home/
onebigblur/newyork/adulthood/london/training/barclays/alcohol,debauchery,$,food/
kingleyclub&caferoyal/hakkasan&pingpong&sketch/outings/dance/taylortaylor/family+friends/
canarywharf/dimsum/blackout/singapore/christmas/loof/newyear/theone/mumsbday/time/
2006/newyork/nolita/work/brokered/lost/indulgences/morealcohol/partied/changes/plans/
jimmychoos/newpeeps/acceleration/rainbowed/mondyblues/visitors/sisterdrama/distance/
finedine/pink/frustration/hungover/plateau/motivation/startover

so that prob only made sense to me but it definitely was a good reflection and will serve me well as a pretty colourful negative for future references. it's the first time i've actually looked back at all that has happened. can't believe how time just seemed to have gotten longer legs and pushed me on this supersonic high speed chase. scares the shit out of me. i just realised that i said chase. i guess it's because to me, life isn't just a ride, it's one big chase. we're constantly after something - that hottie, that oh so fabulous chloe bag, that picture, that job, that alcohol, that bling, that memory, that happiness, that moment, that body, that piece of sashimi, that life. you get my drift. it makes me wonder, if we're always after something, will there ever be the perfect life?

per‧fect [adj., n. pur-fikt; v. per-fekt] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation
–adjective
1. conforming absolutely to the description or definition of an ideal type

i think it's interesting that the word definition is on there. how do we define the ideal of perfection? do we actually know how to define our perfect life? it's easy for anyone to say oh that would be sipping an ice-blended margarita(with an umbrella on the side) on some sunny island where it's hot all year round. yeah but let's be real here. we would get bored and do we really want to be a raisin undergoing chemotherapy by the time we're 30?
life never waits for us, we wait on Life. waiting for life makes it sometimes hard to actualize what we want or let alone figure out what we want. we get sucked into situations that distract and confuse us. and before you know it you're on a different lifetrack. this past year has just been that way for me. life threw at me all these new situations, people and places. it made it hard to focus. but after some time of being like a broken record that keeps skipping to different tracks, i think i might have figured it out. we're always going to be on this chase and there never will be an escape from it because happiness never stays. and it is this feeling of happiness that defines our perfect life.
ok so i guess i just needed to realize what i've written and constantly remind myself about it. be thankful for those fleeting moments of happiness. know who i am and what i want. i'm always going to be in this chase but as long as it throws me those rare nuggets of happiness, i don't mind the lifetrack i get spun on. so, will life ever be perfect? no, BUT no one's stopping me from perfect-ing it to be happily ever after.

wow. ok so i need to stop. sunday 7pm. and i can truly say that it's the most thought i've put into something(except what i should eat) on a sunday, especially since my sundays are dedicated to the art of horizontalness, ie. in bed/or on the couch. will promise more updates on what's been going on next time. couldn't help myself this time. yeah i do like a good reflection sometimes. therapeatuic. ok shut up me. enough. the tv beckons.

signing off
me
founder of the 'let's get rid of mondays' movement

2005-04-06T02:52:00.001+08:00

Esther does a Dione/Frances @ Zouk 1 Apr 2005 - With Meishan. How can she have a name so similar to mine??!! Mine sounds better though

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Esther does a Dione/Frances @ Zouk 1 Apr 2005 - The sisters, Celeste and Ann

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Esther does a Dione/Frances @ Zouk 1 Apr 2005 - With Ann

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Esther does a Dione/Frances @ Zouk 1 Apr 2005 - Sam, Lee, David

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Esther does a Dione/Frances @ Zouk 1 Apr 2005 - With Chelsea

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Esther does a Dione/Frances @ Zouk 1 Apr 2005 - Sam, Me, Kelvin

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Esther does a Dione/Frances @ Zouk 1 Apr 2005 - With Kelvin

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Esther does a Dione/Frances @ Zouk 1 Apr 2005 - Me, David, Leon

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Esther does a Dione/Frances @ Zouk 1 Apr 2005 - Pat, Lim Ting, Me, Dione

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Esther does a Dione/Frances @ Club 95 1 Apr 2005 - With Irene. Funny story. Came home. Was pretty drunk. Mom saw the photos I took. Saw this one and asked why I was holding a ciggarette. Fervently denied it was my hand!!!!! HAHAHAHA. But she's a smart one. So I had to change my story to: Oh, helping my friend hold the ciggarette. HAHA. She bought it.

2005-04-06T02:43:00.001+08:00

Esther does a Dione/Frances @ Club 95 1 Apr 2005 - With Irene

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Esther does a Dione/Frances @ Club 95 1 Apr 2005 - Spaced out

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Esther does a Dione/Frances @ Club 95 1 Apr 2005 - Lychees

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Esther does a Dione/Frances @ Club 95 1 Apr 2005 - AA meeting

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Esther does a Dione/Frances @ Club 95 1 Apr 2005 - Son, Es

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Esther does a Dione/Frances @ Club 95 1 Apr 2005 - More!

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Esther does a Dione/Frances @ Club 95 1 Apr 2005 - Getting there

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Esther does a Dione/Frances @ Club 95 1 Apr 2005 - Lychee Martini

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Esther does a Dione/Frances @ Club 95 1 Apr 2005 - Sonia, Es, Shups, Lee, Me, Yan, An

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Esther does a Dione/Frances @ Club 95 1 Apr 2005 - Esther, Lee, Yan

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@ Balaclava 30 Mar 2005

2005-04-06T02:30:00.001+08:00

K-Box Crazy 29 Mar 2005 - Us three

2005-04-06T02:30:00.000+08:00

K-Box Crazy 29 Mar 2005 - Grace, Yan

Recap

2005-04-06T01:31:00.000+08:00

So it's been a while. Crazy week last week. Started off with tuesday.

Tuesday: So, I go for my weekly basketball sessions, which ends with our ritual Newton Circus pig out session. Fun Fun Fun. Yan calls me midway when I'm eating. She went for the Singapore Fashion Festival Awards thang and missed out on ball. Yeah, poor her. Anyway, so she says that Grace and her want to party. I look at my watch, it's 10 and I've not showered yet. So I tell her I'll try. Well, I get home, it's 1030. Shower like lightning, and I'm out at 1115pm. Get to Indochine at 1130ish. You'an and HwangYu are there too. We sit for a while and talk. I'm psyched to get drunk. Not the right state of mind. Anyhow, so we decide to go to K-Box at Cineleisure. Only the 3 alcoholics go. It's my first proper Karaoke outing. Went once but didn't sing. So does that mean I was a Karaoke virgin then? Good point, Sherlock Holmes. Oh wait, but I did do Karaoke in HK. Forget it, I'm a Karaoke whore. Anyway, we go there and decide to open a bottle cos it's so much more worth it. Well, the night starts off good. I'm a closet Karaoke ph-reak!! After our first 2 drinks or so, I prophesize: I think we're going to finish the bottle today. Man, that was a seriously fun night. We were singing just about everything. Britney, Madonna,Beatles, Petula Clark, Spice Girls, N Sync, Beach Boys....... and of course they sang Jay Chou and blah blah. Fucking funny. I think I must have died laughing a few times that night. I started a food fight with the nuts. I think the waiters must hate hate hate us there. I was ordering more nuts while conveniently throwing the nuts at Grace and Yan. Yan and I made ah-lien techno noices, i.e. ooooo oooooh ooooooo oooooh, throughout one whole song. We like harmonized and shit. Ok night's a blurry. Can't remember bits here and there. It's foggy. I remember going down the lift. Stel came to pick us up. Don't remember what songs I sang for the last hour or so. Whatev. Alcohol. Too much.

Wed: Went to Balaclava. Set out for a sober night so I drove. Nope, I didnt have a hangover from the night before but I didnt want my liver to expire when I'm 23. Anyway, so met Shups, Joe, Di, Saskia, Lim Ting and other peeps there. Met Joe's friends, Moose, Saskia's German friend among them. I thought Moose was cute but I think the Balaclava lighting is a little dodgy. Tends to make people look better so I know I have to be cautious. Plus when I told the girls, they were all like HUH!! Hung there till like 11 cos I had to go for a pool competition at Moloko. Yeah, me in a pool competition. Ha ha. That's not the funny part. I get Chelsea and Kenny from 95. It's boring there so they want to go elsewhere. We go to Moloko and my competition is Lee. Ha ha. She's obviously a better player but in the 3rd game she pots the black and white ball in, so I win by fault. Hyuk. Well, we want to leave cos I didnt even want to play 3 fucking games! I signed up for 1 game that's it. Anyway, Shereen and Toni, the bartenders force us to all stay so I can play the next match. They feed Lee and Sam more alcohol. A sure way to get them. We go check out Liquid for a bit. Music there rocks!!! Techno! Dig dig dig. Dance dance dance. Go back down to Moloko for my last match. I hope that either she or me wins the first 2 games so I can get out ASAP. I win the first 2. Yeah imagine that. She was probably drunk. Hyuks. Ok i hate saying that. I need to stop but it's funny cos it annoys me. Anyway, so this is the funny part, I'm one of the 2 winners who move on to the next round. Say it with me, WOW MOM. Head down to Heineken party at the Warehouse. Music's not bad but it was a fucking oven. So I wasn't too pleased there. Es was there with Jeremy and Dingwen. Was nice to see her. Dancing a storm. Fiona Xie was there too. She came onto Rebecca pretty strongly. She was definitely trashed but she was super hot hot hot. Sizzle. Lee and Sam want to go to Zouk. It's Mambo. So we all head out. While we're standing outside, Fiona walks by again, and she's sloshed like a slurpee. Puts her arms around Chelsea and Rebecca and goes 'Fridae.com'. HAHAHA. Even funnier, Lee then asks her,'Oh, you're gay?'. HAHAHAHAHA. We walk to zouk. Rebecca says she's met Angelina Jolie. True/False. I dont' know but if it's true I can't believe I know someone who's met her. Go to mambo, and end up having a suprisingly good time. YAY sobriety!!!

Thurs: I can't remember what went on.

Fri, Sat: One big drunken blob. Too much to write so I can't be bothered. Just look at the pics. Time again to make the end of weekend resolution: Reduce the liver stress. Give those bile juices some rest. Ok Sobriety shall consume. Yan agrees and we make a pact.

Tuesday: Supposed to be the first day of the start of my anorexia but then that didn't happen. Well, I get up, the mom makes me beefball noodles soup. I meet the godmother for lunch. Have chicken rice!! Go shopping with the godma and grandma, and at 4 it's tea time for them. So I have a bowl of mee rubus!! Considering, it was raining the whole day, we're in a delima as to whether to play. However, I have been banking on the fact that I would be working some calories off so I really want to play. Good thing for me, the other peeps are just as fanatic as me. We agreed to meet at the courts at 730 with newspapers!!! Man, it was like basketball training all over again. We actually dried the courts with the old papers. Yeah, Imagine that!!!!!!!!! Glad we did though. Had a great time, as per normal. Went to newton as usual. Ate again when I wasnt supposed to!! Maybe I should choose to be bullemic instead. What do you reckon?

Off to bed now. Tomorrow's wed. Start off the craziness.

2005-04-01T15:46:00.000+08:00

Crazy Night Mar 25 @ Zouk - With Kenny

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Crazy Night Mar25 @ Zouk - Yips, me, lee, and the bimbos

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Crazy night Mar25 @ Zouk - With Evelyn, Lee

TIUUU DA BA BOM

2005-03-25T13:57:00.000+08:00

ok fart fucking stinks. it's the alcohol. haven't done my favourite, a.k.a. after-grog-bog, yet. man, i'm deprived. so last night was fun.
pit stops: balaclava, club 95, repurcussions, cocco latte, zouk, attica, david's house.

yeah. WOW MOM.

sis, i returned our balaclava uniforms! yes, i'll take that thanks. didn't have the guts to speak to siti. ok call me chicken but i ain't going to face her. shups was there with joe and his bunch. went there with dione and lee. place was sooo fucking crowded. can't believe i used to work there. wow. tough. shit. should have tried working there a few more days to lose some weight. shups said siti was PISSED when she saw her. it was funny. i felt like a 'pri 3 year old'. when i saw siti, i just turned and walked away. saw the rest though, like wira, who's a gentle giant and such a nice guy. shups, you're missing out on him maaaaaaaan. krisz was there too. no that's not a spelling mistake. his name's spelt like that. fancy shmancy. ooooooooooooooh. roy was nice. ok, so i felt like i needed to get the fuck out of the place. no idea why the urge was so strong. and i shouldnt have left so early cos shups thought she was having trouble with joe plus the rest were coming down. chuck-joe saga.

club 95. got there and the l word screening was over. but we got them to play it again. watched my favourite episode. the one where they go for this crazy lesbo weekend. yeah, and i got to watch tina's coming out story, which meant i got to see, hotness, bette, hotness, in that oh so chic bob. hotness. sizzle. sizzle. ok am i still drunk? drank a good amount. played 'i never'. what's new. played indian poker. kept drawing stupid 3's. like hell. oh but thank god i wasn't the biggest loser. sam and sian had to dance on the bar for like 3 min. they did 1.5? noice. thank you irene for the big fat discount.

repurcussions. cool. music: dig. crowd: pretty cool. friends there: nada. oh unless you count this one guy i knew there who's also friends with lee.

cocco latte. went there for yan. met emril there. yan told me the funniest story. she fainted while trying to shit last saturday. beat that. man, i don't want to think about how big the shit was. hahahahahahahaahahaha. yeah, some taiwanese guy saved her from the toilet. yes, she really was passed out. hahahahahahahaahahahahahaha. yan, you're the best. i'm glad you got your sense of self back. proud of you.

zouk. music was a-w-e-s-o-m-e. stephane pompouojljfknksfkn. however you spell his last name. fucking good. was afraid it was going to be too deep house but no. i was impressed. VERY impressed. got there and some of my friends left. good thing i called yips in time. he was getting his car but mananged to come back in. something was up with my stupid phone. nokia 7270. not too reliable. got a new replacement but the same thing happened. stupid thing didnt prompt me that my mailbox was full. so missed out on like 20 msgs. missed out on being like oh so popular. shups was there with jiaping, kangxin, angeline. noice. went to members. met yips there coincidentally. good thing he went there cos my phone was not right. tiny evelyn was there. she's funny. said i was too sober. was i? "i'd like to thank my mom, my dad and my sister for giving me the courage to pursue my passion for acting." irene came surprisingly. chelsea and kenny all came over to members. fun. lee was telling people she was straight. what's new. pat and lim ting came over. they were at velvet. said the music was super good. how could it beat what we were hearing at zouk. the bimbos. pat's funny when she's seh. went llancing after that. then went to velvet. mom called. mad at the fact i was still not back. who cares? i'm turning 23! alcohol makes me dumb. period.

attica too. so we hoped into irene's car. like 8 pple in the car. yeah and guess who got shotgun? girl with the biggest ass, yeah me!!!!!! haha. there were like 2 guys and 4 girls squashed in the back. hahaha. i'm such a bitch. blame it on the alcohol.!. went there. drank more. lee fed me another drink cos my sis made her. thanks che. thanks lee. irene bought more drinks. i'm definitely a 2 litre. we got out after the drinks. sat outside for ages. oh met kenny's sister who was in my year. she was in RJ too! no wonder she looked familiar. spent the whole night trying to recall who i would know from commerce but i think my brain was in 'stupor' mode. couldn't think of people. alcohol.

david's house for maggi mee. yay!! people like me and the sister who love our maggi mee especially after alcohol. but i was too nuah to eat. just lied on the bed. man, mom was mad. called me at 5/6 cos i was still not home! psycho mom. eee eee eee. i.e. the sound from the movie psycho just before the someone gets stabbed in the bathroom. wait, is that where the sound is from? jumped out of bed immediately and poor lee couldnt finish her maggi mee. poor baby. oh well. deal with it. irene drove us home. pai seh. shouldnt have esp since she drank like waaay past the limit.

home. mom was at the market. good thing i didnt have to deal with her. so i went to bed.

4 hours of sleep and got woken up to eat bak kuh teh with my uncle. where's the sleep?

song: thompson twins: hold me now